Desiring Escape

For those who, like me, wondered at the lack of God's joy, and sought enjoyment in the things around me to the neglect of my relationship with God, with my family, with my friends, even injuring my knowledge of myself as I lost myself in the stories I read and refused to come back, this is a reminder of
why it is important what our souls thirst after.

From "Subjects with Objects":

"Theoretically, we’re told, a man could gain the whole world and still show a loss on his balance sheet. But at least that guy got the world. What are we getting?

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Here is what it means to structure one’s life around the avoidance of suffering at all costs. Here is what it means to define self and self-worth by the attainment of numbers of things. And it isn’t pretty.

One fades in the pursuit. One is stunted. One forgets who one was, or once longed to be. At the end, one finds oneself haunting the world of material things, no longer fully human. No longer able to even use and appreciate the material blessings of life, for one has become as a ghost among them, unable to define oneself except in relation to things.

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If you’re bartering your soul, please at least ask for something more"

Memorial to God's Timing

   I do not need to dwell on all that has happened this past weekend - suffice it to say, there were family struggles, chores to do, events to attend, I got sick with the flu, and we also had a fellowship meal at church. Now this coming week, we are stripping wallpaper, repainting the majority of a house, taking out old carpet and putting in new, and moving three of my family members in within the space of four days. Oh, and I am still working 10 ½ hour shifts four days this week. I am overwhelmed.
    But in that life, there are little gifts, memories of the all-powerful God's presence in my life. A conversation with one friend, a half hour of laughter and enthusiasm. An hour with another, honesty and a reminder that I did ask God for a life that would refine my spirit and bring His kingdom. Then, this morning, this text (ironic as that may be) from my closest cousin:
"Romans 15:4-5 For whatever was written in former days was written for our instruction, that through endurance and through the encouragement of the Scriptures we might have hope. May the God of endurance and encouragement grant you to live in such harmony with one another, in accord with Christ Jesus, Love you, Kesse! Have an amazing day! :D"
    Going from a week of family struggles to another week of family-filled, stressed situations, where endurance is so much needed, could there be a better verse? My cousin had no idea what is happening in my life right now, and yet God sent me that, through her. God's timing is always perfect, and I will pray to remember that this coming week. God, your blessings on your church, my friends, and my family. Amen.